This is a good song, and i didn't post for any other reason

This song is one of my favorite song from BSB, and posting this song is just for fun and it does not imply any other thing :P

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do?
At this very moment
When I think of you
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me huh
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah, I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that

Chorus:
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

No, no

Bridge:
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, then I
Would never let you go (oh oh oh)

(I still need you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right there beside you)

But still no word from you

Seven Pounds of Will Smith was really touching

I had watched several Will Smith movies before, I Robot, Men in black, I am Legend, but i started to be inspired by his I am Legend movie only, the movie was great one, and Will Smith's acting was damn great. Now in that series here comes "Seven Pounds" another great movie, but i don't know how many will actually like this movie. As i started to watch this movie, in the beginning i thought it could be a Psycho movie. But i was wrong like always :P , Will Smith acts as a character named Tim(Ben Thomas) who would be so unpredictable with his behaviour in the beginning. Helping some people who are really suffering, and finally the climax is a ultimate turning point. My advice is that it is a "must watch" movie, so dont miss this. 

New year's eve went great and i was so crazy

It was Dec 31st and the last day of the year 2008, and the day was much usual as i went to college that day. But after coming back home really felt very much excited about the new year. I first was thinking about some new year resolutions, in which 1st stood, that i should not wish a particular person this new year and thought of getting rid of the past. And then i really don't know what else should i be changing from the new year. It was evening and i had "Yes Man" movie, just 31st morning i completed downloading that movie. After watching the movie i got really excited and my next new year resolution was to say "yes" to every opportunity. But this resolution was contradictory to the previous one, so i decided to wish my Ex, and sent a mail. Really the "Yes Man" movie made me very excited and it was the reason for "wishing my Ex" decision, which then i realized to be a total blunder.
Now coming to the positive part, i took my dad's bike to the bus stop and i was awaiting for a friend who actually promised to visit my home on New year's eve. There were several thoughts running in my mind and "yes" philosophy was completely covering all my thoughts, i was telling "yes" to everything that evening, and decided to follow the same for the new year. It was 7.30Pm and my close friend MuthuPandy arrived to the bus stop. I drove him to a long distance and was wishing everyone in the highway "Happy new year". I was so crazy, actually i never did that before, wishing people in the road. But the feeling was so gooood, and i felt more positive and really happy. I was riding the bike so rash and shouting happy new year to everyone i saw, the only exception on that night was a Beer Bottle,. lol,. just kidding. Then i came back home and i was writing email wishes to my college staffs, and conveyed my wishes to my friends through Gtalk. It was really a kick in the head,. damn cool start......, :)

Happy New Year folks,....

Putting the hot and sweet memories of 2008 by a side,. here we step into 2009,. and yes,. like always with great hopes and expectation. Well my new year's eve was a kick in the head - a wonderful start, well i'l tell about it later. But as far as now, i wish all my blog buddies a very very happy new year. 

A Journey to Tiruvannamalai the photocollection

Thiruvannamalai is a spiritual heaven in south India which attracts everyone who seeks to be self realization. The place is so divine and lot of people even from other countries visits Thiruvannamali. Thiruvannamalai aka Tiruvannamalai aka Arunachala Hill has several ashrams located around the hill. Arunachala temple (temple of lord shiva) is located near the hill, and Ramana Ashram of Ramana Maharishi, Yogi Ramsurat Kumar Ashram, Sheshadri Swami Ashram are the other famous places located around the Arunachala hill. A road around the
Tiruvannamalai hill covering 16 Km distance is also famous for a sacred practice called “Girivalam”. It is believed that people who circulate around the hill on full moon day through this road will get their needs satisfied. And once in a year at December full moon day is celebrated as “Karthigai Deepam”. At that day many people gather in Tiruvannamalai and they light a huge Ghee lamp in top of the hill. I have the habit of going to this place regularly not only because I am spiritual but also there is for sure some force that exists in this place that makes the mind peaceful and calm. The below is a video that I have created with all the photographs I took in the hill and in the places around the hill. I have tried a little narration in the video. The 1st video is the recent video that had been covered in the trip on Dec 6, 7th of 2008 and the second video is the photo collection before 5 years. 

This is the recent video:

Video before 5years

Words said by Kumar, unexpected from him

Kumar is my friend and my class mate, from the day i joined college i know him only as fun lover and sarcastic person, but this was not the same image after i read couple of his posts in his blog. He always used to talk about movies, make fun of friends, and some boys talks, but the below conversation is what made me write this post about him,

(This is our conversation in Gtalk)

me: hows the holidays,.

kumar: f*cking bad da

me: what you doing mostly ??

kumar: since my granny died i am not doing any thing

me: Macha why back to sad memories at the time like this da

       Cheer up man

kumar: what to cheer up

me: why still thinking about your granny and doing nothing ?

kumar: she passed away day b4 yesterday what should I think about then

me: ohh no,... that granny u mentioned in your blog ??

kumar: yes da

me: man tats really terrible da

        i thought u were speaking about long back stories da

kumar: no

me: sorry to hear da

kumar: ok

me: how did it happen da ??

kumar: heart attack

me: she was admitted in hospital na ??

       ohh kk

kumar: yes da

me: seriously sorry for speaking about silly things at this time da

kumar: ok da

 

(After some 5seconds)

 

kumar: http://i37.tinypic.com/29o3hx5.png

             see this still this is a still of shreya on Shivaji

             this is blue ray screenshot

me: wow,.. semma da,....

       but dai is it necessary at this time

kumar: why

me: you crazy bugger

kumar: you only told to cheer up na ?

me: dai athukunnu ithu too much da

       i thought u were sending your granny's pic

kumar: lol

             i don't have one

me: thuu

kumar: now see my status message da, u will think that will be apt for the moment

me: hmm

(The status message of him was “At toughest part of Life”)

me: yup,.

       kk,. dai neee sogamaana orey adiyaa sogama irukkey

       but cheer up nu sonna orey adiya cheer up ayidrey

kumar: i normally don't share my sorrows with anybody da even my parents

             that's the problem with me.,

me: that’s really a great practice man

Kumar: i share only happiness with anybody da

me: that's what makes u a better person than others, and that’s why people love to stay and hang     

       around with you

kumar: kalaikiriya

me: chee no da

       serious da,. like Charlie Chaplin said "i walk in rain to hide my sorrow”

kumar: only face will tell the truth at these times

kumar: ha ha i sleep alone in the bed with bed sheet on to hide my sorrows 

me: no macha ,. how can i kalaichify u at time like this

       Gethu machaa,. you can put this quote in your blog as words said by Kumar

        im gonna do that in my blog,. as words spoken by Kumar

kumar: lol

kumar: enna vachi comedy ethum pannaliye

me: cha illa acha,. really i became a fan of yours from the quote u said da

(End of Conversation)

So as i told him,. here is the words of Kumar,. 

" I sleep alone in the bed with bed sheet on to hide my sorrows "

It was heavy rain outside and Madipakkam totally drowned in flood

It was on 26th Nov there was a slight drizzling and cold, and many were happy about the climate because it had been very long time people here in Chennai (Tamilnadu - India) had seen a good rain. At the beginning the rain was a really life saver, saving all the people from the hot climate, but then it continued to pour for 3 days, non-stop blessing from the heaven really ruined the liking towards the rain. My place in Velachery - Madipakkam is a low lying area and so there was water stagnation all over,. The local bodies here arranged for boats to move people to safer places because the water level in streets was like 4feet and even more in some places. Water came into many houses even in mine. But my dad is so sentimental, so he didn't want to leave the home alone and also we have 2 dogs in our home, so we cant leave things just like that. We shifted all the valuable things like TV, sofa, and electronics stuffs to the shelves and we were spending time on bed. It was fun watching all the snakes moving here and there in the water, we got used to it, and there is so many snakes (little venomous) in our area, there was even birds from different country chilling out in my place. The most hectic thing was that they didn't provide electricity stating that any electrical accident could happen at this condition. The rain water stayed in my home for a day, and it stays for more than 6 days in streets. Some how after speaking to AE in EB we managed to get power supply after 5 days. Think of it, 5 days without lights, fan, AC, computer, internet, even landlines are dead, you cant charge your mobile phone,... Oh my God. Usually the rainy season makes water to stagnate in my place especially in Madipakkam - Ram nagar, Srinivasa nagar, Velachery - Vijayanagar, but this time it was heavy rain and people were very much upset about all the damage that the rain had caused. I even didn't have batteries for my Digi to take photos, but after two days the water level decreased and then went to shop to buy batteries. The below are the shots that i took which covers the water stagnation area in Madipakkam and in Velachery.

Click to Zoom images below

The new arrival “Spotted Great Dane” puppy

I am not much of a pet lover but its always good to have a Dog in every home particularly in India, especially in Tamil Nadu there are several thefts taking place and having a hunter family dogs, those ones will be sure helpful. We had previously a labor dog, which now got older, and within few days its going to blue cross, because its really hard to see your pet die after aging. First when my dad brought this one to our home, I was eager to see it cos I’ve heard that “Great Dane” breads can grow to the length of a human, 6ft and even above. But after seeing the dog I was totally disappointed, it was really small and the color was crappy. Of course pups will be small when they are young, but the color pattern appeared to be really wicked and more of a stray dog. So seeing its appearance and funny look I named it as “Scrubby”. Yeah its very active, and growing fast, but its hard to manage a pup. Also now our old lab is to leave, and its name is “Slash” this is the picture of Slash, the black Lab dog.

I love growing beard because it gives a wise feeling

See this post may seems to be silly, but the thing is that everyone who i see around were asking me whether any love failure. See like ive told several times i never fell in love, that was a crush before. That too the crush was like having a liking to pick up a cute little baby in your arms, but when the baby hesitates or cries, then you would just leave her to her mom and admire her from distance. That was the same condition that happened to me. And this beard growing has nothing to do with that. Actually i have the habit of growing long beard in the exam times because i have a crazy belief that growing beard will make me wise., and wiseness is essential at exam times rite ?. Also i have the hobby of going to a spiritual place in every semester holiday, and the beard will make me feel like a saint, a wise man, it gives a divine feel. And here is one of my picture i like to share,. look at it, and try to imagine the ambiance that i would have felt at that place and at that time.It was morning 5.30 and bright sky with orange light, it was last December, winter morning cold.
I and my friend stayed at the top of that mount several feet above the ground. At a place like this is where you can feel so many new things and your mind will be so fresh. Much eager to go there even in this December too. It was for this reason i particularly grow beard in the exam times. Now this time i have a interview in middle so i guess the beard is not gonna last for long time. How ever the beard always works well with me, its kind of lucky symbol for me. I wrote all the exams well this time, except DSP, but even DSP(Digital Signal Processing) did quite well than expected. So i love growing beard, but i would shave regularly just because of a advice from a close well wisher of mine.

A day for cute angels, stars, the most important day

Its Children's day, who could resist the smile of a cute little baby. The innocent smile on their face, they are so happy unaware of the bullshits in the world. And we can watch a cute baby for months straight without even food or water. Here is some cute baby pic i have collected ., look at them and tell me what is the beautiful thing in the world ?

Its really hard to control the heart

Several times in several situations we could have experienced this in our life, heart taking over our mind. Our mind always analyses and predicts the reaction of each action that we would plan or intend to do. But even though our mind would suggest not to do something, its our stupid heart that will not listen to our mind. At this condition we would actually be doing what our heart says. And this is due to power of heart that is higher than mind, whereas saints meditate and concentrates their mind on things so that improving their power of mind over heart is high. Hence it is always good do things what your mind says than listening to your heart.

Meditation and yoga brings a great power to brain, speaking about yoga or meditation doesn't mean that you have to be spiritual or i am not speaking about superficial things, its just that silence and calmness is always a great force for a human being.