I really felt that this post is essential to be shared with people so that you can understand my condition on the study leave. First couple of days in the beginning of my study leave went fine with considerable amount of study, but the third day it started. Boringness, when I sit in front of a book it appeared to be like the most annoying thing. So thought ok, lets make a little change to mind and then sit back to study. So I went online in gtalk asking my friends what they were doing, many replied not started studying and many had the same status “bored”. (Manasukku konjam santhoshamaa irunthuthu), If I get in front of computer then its really hard to move away from there because I would be doing browsing, chatting, and other works so sincerely so that I sometime i will not be aware how time flies. Thus I some how managed to move my butt away from the computer and again opened the book with a oscillating mind. Ohhh no, all the stuffs appeared new to me, well it’s a simple student psychology that we will not study in college days thinking that we can make it in study holidays. And when its study holiday time then we would compromise our brain by telling “lets do it later, there is hell of time” and I am not an exception for it.
It was half a day past, and this time I managed to study half a unit in a local author book studying for 45mins straight, and mind was whispering to myself (“dai romba padikkathada kolambida podhu”) “don’t study too much you’l get confused”. So went to watch TV, I usually don’t have the habit of watching TV, but now at this time I felt I can sit even on a hot stove instead of sitting before a book. Chutti TV was my preference, there was a cartoon (World short stories), good to watch. In middle my mom said she wanna watch a serial show, (“Cha,. Study holidayla oru manushaan nimmathiya TV kooda paaka mudiyala, inna veedu da ithu”) I shouted at her and went inside my room and got locked up inside. I don’t have the habit of sleeping in day time (exception in class rooms). Then I was looking through the window from my room, it was little dark outside (athukkula poluthu poiducha, no chance, time poogaavey illaye), no it was not evening, its just cloudy. There was a call from Mother Nature, cool breeze with wonderful scenery. It dragged me to my house top, as my place is in Madipakkam (In Chennai – India) a calm area and water, grass field around my home I like to spend my time sitting on house top and watch the beauty all alone. I went upstairs welcomed by cool breeze, it was before rain the wind blowing to blow away clouds, and it was dark creating an anxiety whether it will rain or not. But the climate was so good, after which it started drizzling while I was sitting there. Small droplets of water pouring on me, I didn’t have the heart to get away from there finding a shelter. So I just stayed there and got wet, and a little thought strike into my mind saying what if you get cold, its your exam time be careful. If someone would have seen me that time they would have thought “is he taking bath in rain?, does Chennai suffering from so much scarcity?”. I went down to my home and sat back in front of book in the rhythm of rain water dropping I just tried to study that’s all.........,
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