Life no longer remains happy to me

You may think why am i so negative, but if you read through this post, you will understand the problem, the problem is not only mine but of many others like me. They say i am an adult now,. now do you understand my problem, if you don't read through,.


I was a baby, learning a lot and lot while i was young and finally i fitted myself into babyhood, doing things properly what a baby would do. It was hard in the beginning to get started as a baby, but i got practiced and settled as a baby. Then one day, immediately without any prior intimation they told i became a boy, and they dropped me into Kinder garden. Its now in my childhood, i got whippings in my butt and asked to do my home work and stuffs. It took me so long to settle with my childhood as a kid. It was really really hard, and i tried, tried finally at my age of 12, i learned how to be a boy with all the school and things. And again they got me into trouble saying that now i am a grown up kid, so they expected different things from me, and the wanted me to change,. then it was hard but i did my level best to cross it and comfortably settled in the grown up kid state. Then it ended with college boy,. another hectic level of life,. took a long time to change from school boy to college boy,. and even now i am more of a school kid and not really completely became a college boy. And those punks came again and telling me now that i am an adult now, and gotta do things on my own,. they want me to work for my living. hmm, . sure i will get a job,. but when i turn back and look back at the path that have traveled coming so far, my head is spinning.

Its ok till now,. but i don't know what more changes will they bring in my life,. the changes they creates in my life sometimes make me forget that its my life. Its not only me who is facing this problem but all of them,. i know and for many they don't take this as a problem. But its hard you gotta accept that, and really so many tears and joy in the path of travel, makes to loose hope in life. And the punks ive been talking about are about the society that we live in.