I got myself into trouble but i deserve it

Warning : This post is explicit and may contain words that are explicit

I said i wont talk about love in my blog here after but this post is different, and i hope the readers would enjoy reading this post. And forgive me if you think that this is a bad post. It was a Saturday evening(07-Sep) i was just visiting some random blogs through blogcatalog, and also i was adding some friends to my friend list through blogcatalog site, And randomly i visited a blog and read a post in it, actually the words in that post were awesome describing a travel to a place. But i didn't really finish reading the whole post. I saw the profile of the blogger and in which many people commented that the author of the blog, Pascal is a great person and everyone commented great about the blog, so i added him as friend. He was from Israel.

I got a comment in my blogcatalog which says

"wish i could on on my knees closer to thank...love you, pascal."

I thought that he is so nice and i replied

"Its my pleasure to add you as friend,. love you"

the "love you", these words i used because as a reply to the words he used and i am spiritual so loving every living thing is my aim, so i used those words. But then i was out for a big surprise.

He sent me a mail with his picture which says,

"Pascal, dressed in red&white in the middle of the picture. Which part of the world do you live?? I'd like to know more about you"

I was always interested in making friends around the world,. so i thought that i found a good friend without putting much effort. So i replied

"Thanks for letting me know abt you sir,. nice post.., I am from India (Tamil Nadu)"

then his mail came which goes on as follows,

"I realized you were from India, but where is Tamil Nadu located?? I lived in Bengalor for 1 year. Any picture of yours I could see closer??"

I was not aware of anything so, i sent a reply and a close picture of mine, my reply was...

"I am a student, doing my bachelors degree in computer science,. and im from India,. I was attracted by ur blog because the words and posts were about internal feelings of heart that comes out about everything you see around,. glad to meet you and speak to you.., evolution is amazing that brings people of same kind closer even if they stay far away from each other,.

This is my pic I've sent with this mail"

But only after sending this mail started reading his blog thoroughly and the contents were explicit and i was very much shocked to know that the guy is homosexual person. I read his posts one by one,. i studied about a feeling of a homo, a person who is different to the society. The posts were too explicit, to be frank,. i felt yukky feeling to read, but the lines explained the sorrow and need of a human being,. World is different and has people with totally different thoughts and feelings. This is what i learned. And i was much shocked by his reply,

"YOU LOOK SE S_XY!!!!

Wish i could make you happy...

indeed, emotions and searching for REAL
and genuine love bring people together, no matter

how far or the distances. souls are stronger. "

this seemed more gay talk, and i was so uncomfortable to read his reply. But i didn't wanna be hard and rough turning my back on him and scold him for what he sent. My reply for his mail goes on like follows.,

"Sir,

I am not a homo,. i am straight,. and i feel yeeeewwww when i think myself as a gay,. but that doesn't mean that i don't respect or i couldn't understand the feelings of homosexuals., I am more philosophical and loves to learn about different people in the world,. so i just enjoy reading your blog thats all,. and i can be ur friend.., "

This is what i replied, but the reply which he gave for mine was sarcastic,..

"I understand quite well.

Indeed, we can remain friends!

I have never raped anyone !LOL! "

How funny,. i couldn't stop from laughing .,, and replied to him

"lol..., Rofl....., thanks for understanding pal,. i really love your style of writing and view of seeing things man,. I will keep reading ur post bcos, i like to know more abt ur life,.abt ur commitments.., i hope you keep in touch with this friend.., "

And i thought that this would be the end of our conversation atleast for a while,. But i got an immediate reply from him.

"you are really s*xy! LOVE YOU EYES!

bright, clever and somewhat cheeky!
You must be fun too!

My life is 100% as described in the blog...
Actually, they are extracts online as a 'demo''
for publishers until I finish writing it in 2.months
and get the manuscript get to be sent to Paris

publishers "

Well to be frank, i was happy about the compliments he gave regarding my appearance, and surprised that he is writing a book out of his experience and that is going to be published. So i replied

"Thanks for ur comments,. ive read ur blog,. it contains more and more info only about your love life,. is there anyother thing that you give more importance than ur love life ??., wat about your family..,? "

then he sent me a reply saying that,

"it is deeply explained all the way through...as you read....

my love life is NIL. My sex life life is full.
Family, dreams and quest for happiness and
philosophy will be expressed as you have time to read

more... "

This was the end mail for that day,. i was bit afraid to continue with him,. but also felt that he is a human, so there is nothing wrong in making friendship with him,. i am what i am, he is not going to change anything. But next day morning i was really scared by his mail,. And its subject was "My beautiful one..," well he mentioned about me..,

"Thought of you last....

Sucked a handsome guy, thought of you
as he shot in my deep throat.
he sat back and relax in front of a hetero
porn movie (he's straight) as i was down
at his knee working hard to make him blow.
The guy loved it..

Pascal. "

After seeing this mail,. i got a silly thought in my mind,. "what would have he done with my pic last night" lolz., But i seriously dont like the sexual conversation so i sent him a mail which says,.

"Hai there pal,.

Now u are really scaring me,. lol., plzzz stop such comments,. ofcourse i like the poetic flow of ur words, but the meaning is what troubles me man,. I know how much u r passionate towards sex,. but there are so many homo outside, from which you can find your man for whom u r searching all these days, the one who understands ur feelings. I wish u find him soon, but i am way different man,. i dont have liking towards love or sex,. i am more of a philosopher kind of person. Anyway thanks for ur mail,.

Ur friend

Vj "

So then i knew would send me a immediate reply. And yes his reply arrived which said,

"I KNOW! But I only suck married men.

AS CLEARLY EXPLAINED HERE;

(He sent me on of his post address)
MY BRAIN DOES THE REST.
I do not like 'gays'...
SORRY IF I OFFENDED YOU!

I DID NOT MEAN TO DO SO! "

So this is what happened, and it may be funny to read. But this is what happened. I should have read his blog fully before commenting or adding him as friend, so i deserve it,. But he is still a human, a good soul, but with activities and character different from regular people thats all.