Why Should i live ??

Well seriously i don't know what the fuck is life,.. its like a complete mind fuck,. Ever since this question arose in my mind, i couldn't be normal,. what ever i do, this is the question in my mind "is this necessary".

But there were several theories i used to think of, or lets say, i would follow a philosophy in life to over come or assume as the meaning of life for a while and suddenly a opposite philosophy would come to my mind through some means and suppress the previous one.

And now a critical condition arose,. at one point, i.e now every philosophy have failed.., Are we like just animals ? because our life is not in our hands now,.

(Wow, wat a co-incidence ,. hahaa,. just now while typing this post ive received a sms from my friend,.. which goes like this..,
"Life is like this:"Just when we find all the answers of life, God changes the question paper"")

Seriously this sms came in middle, while i was typing this post,. amazing,. i think its God's answer..lol

So what made me to suddenly lose hope in life and God, is that, i watched a documentary recently which clearly proves that the Sep11, Twin tower demolition was planned by America itself in order convince public and other countries for waging war on Afghanistan. That Sep11 event was a false flag and its planned for Saddam Husein ,and for capturing Oil wells in Afghanistan.
Look at men's mentality,. he is killing his own ppl in order to attain wat he want. And also the Perl harbor is a planned even. Actually America was troubling Japan in several means to irritate them. And finally when Japan planned to bomb on American ship a warning was given to American president at that time, but he ignored that. So they planned the Perl harbor too..

Ppl are making this world day by day,. love and brotherhood is getting lost .., Army ppl are killing even children, babies, women without mercy, thats becos of the alcohol they take in, which spoils their basic human thinking.., Wat the hell could u or me do for this.., so im just being an observer,. wow im doing the God's job,.. simply watching all go apart without doing nothing.., I couldnt help all., so wat is the meaning of helping the ppl who suffer in front on my eyes alone ?.., its like cheating myself.., funny,. but this funny thing only brings tears in the listeners eyes.....,
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