Why Should i live ??

Well seriously i don't know what the fuck is life,.. its like a complete mind fuck,. Ever since this question arose in my mind, i couldn't be normal,. what ever i do, this is the question in my mind "is this necessary".

But there were several theories i used to think of, or lets say, i would follow a philosophy in life to over come or assume as the meaning of life for a while and suddenly a opposite philosophy would come to my mind through some means and suppress the previous one.

And now a critical condition arose,. at one point, i.e now every philosophy have failed.., Are we like just animals ? because our life is not in our hands now,.

(Wow, wat a co-incidence ,. hahaa,. just now while typing this post ive received a sms from my friend,.. which goes like this..,
"Life is like this:"Just when we find all the answers of life, God changes the question paper"")

Seriously this sms came in middle, while i was typing this post,. amazing,. i think its God's answer..lol

So what made me to suddenly lose hope in life and God, is that, i watched a documentary recently which clearly proves that the Sep11, Twin tower demolition was planned by America itself in order convince public and other countries for waging war on Afghanistan. That Sep11 event was a false flag and its planned for Saddam Husein ,and for capturing Oil wells in Afghanistan.
Look at men's mentality,. he is killing his own ppl in order to attain wat he want. And also the Perl harbor is a planned even. Actually America was troubling Japan in several means to irritate them. And finally when Japan planned to bomb on American ship a warning was given to American president at that time, but he ignored that. So they planned the Perl harbor too..

Ppl are making this world day by day,. love and brotherhood is getting lost .., Army ppl are killing even children, babies, women without mercy, thats becos of the alcohol they take in, which spoils their basic human thinking.., Wat the hell could u or me do for this.., so im just being an observer,. wow im doing the God's job,.. simply watching all go apart without doing nothing.., I couldnt help all., so wat is the meaning of helping the ppl who suffer in front on my eyes alone ?.., its like cheating myself.., funny,. but this funny thing only brings tears in the listeners eyes.....,
:(

The Love Guru

This is the latest movie that have been released. Well this movie has more A-jokes, but dont mistake ,, just for fun. Its a good movie for 13+.., funny really. Its a story abt a Guru,. "Guru Pitka" And the actors are Justin Timberlake , Jessica Alba and many..,
The Guru, he is actually born in America and his parents dies when he is a 12year old boy,. The boy comes to India to join an Ashram of Tugginmypudha, And when he was asked why he joined the Ashram, He would say "I joined the Ashram and would become a Guru and girls will like me". It starts like this and he in future becomes the greatest Guru of America. And the story is about how he learns that 'Self Love is the Best Love'. The movie is filled with fun and enjoyment., if u r looking for a movie
for just fun, and no fiction, no action, no nudity then this is the movie ..

Well i learned from this movie that
"Self love is the best love"
"Intimacy = Into-me-i-see"
"To know something is good and to do something is God"

:)

Soul Search,...

Have you ever traveled to place where there is less human vibrations, have u ever been to places where you can figure out absolute calmness and silence ?., well if the answer is no,. then u for sure missed something in life. Ok for those people who haven't experienced anything like that here is a live post that could take you far beyond.

During my semester holidays from my diploma till B.E, i used to visit places where its hard to find a human, to places where you could be really, 100% you. My usual journey would be to mountains. I like mountaineering, and i used to visit mount tops. Ive always travel to Thiruvannamalai mount, Mounts in Tambaram, rarely to Pallavaram mount. Its like an adventurous experience, it slope mounts calls you when you see them. Take a bottle of water before you start, and up you climb, we can feel that we are getting lost. Greeny trees, birds here and there, nobody to stare, nothing to care, and its top u r there,. :)

When we reach top its the fresh feeling, never before,. never ever before. Fresh air to breath and mind is fresh too, you may feel happy abt somethin which u dont know.

Well in my case, i used to pack up things like a bag containing water bottle, some snack (not much),and a blanket. I would leave my home and go to Tiruvannamalai mount once in every sem holiday. And there its really high mountain that spears the sky and stand so high. Up and up you go,. smaller and smaller other things appear to you. Monkeys are at your path expecting for some snacks. Its hard to climb at a step, so i would wait and rest in caves for sometime and wat a wonderful feeling would be,. just think. After reach top and being there for sometime alone, it will be like a life time experience. And when i climb down, it will becom dark in evening. Then i would stay there in the mountain for the rest of night. Pleasant feel which cant be bought,.......

About My Blog

This post is for the information to the strangers who write comments about this blog. This blog is not a very big, or famous blog. Its just a silly blog of mine with my silly thoughts. And if someone is gonna write a silly comment about the content its gonna hurt me. So if u dont like it,..then dont read it.

Why i write this blog, is becos, i read its contents later and would feel great about myself doing it,. i love my words. Im an admirer of myself. So I read my blog mostly,. im the frequent visitor to this blog.., also sometimes i share this blog with my close friends to know abt their views on my posts..,but i know,. this blog may not be perfect or contains mistakes or wrong comments., but it reflects me.., only me.., I have errors in me and i do mischiefs,. yeah im a human,. but nobody is perfect or without an error., so all are humans. But my destiny would be reaching the perfection ofcourse..,

Pray For Me Brother

Ive been always thinking, about why we are like this. Why we are living a life like this. At all the time i listen to music, sleep in AC room, go to college wasting my time there and eating in hotel where it costs so much money, i used to think, there are so many people strive to survive, they lack education and couldn't even get basic education, they dont even have a small shelter to hide from sun and rain. But many others like me spending money for things which are for fun, money of luxurious things. And the below is a video where a girl of 12ve or 13 expressing my own thoughts. So now ive really have the anxiety to do something for living things of my own kind. Be the man on the mirror, make changes for being a better person. Only we could make the change. Lets change the way of things the way they are. So Ive started this welfare association, to change the world. Lets all join our hands.

" Pray For Me Brother "

This is gonna be the goal of my entire life, atleast light up the life of some,... if not many..,

Why Everything ends Sad :(

I really wonder, why things are tough in the beginning, happy.. really happy in middle and turns out to be so sad at last sometime, as far as i know many times....

The above are the Movies which i felt really bad after watching. The first movie

Simon Birch :
I would call this movie as a master piece, I wont tell you the story but, how i came to know about this movie is really a funny story. I am a Jim Carrey fan, and it was my semester holiday. I planed to watch all Jim Carrey movies. I went to IMDB and searched for his works. Ive watched all his movies including "Simon Birch". And while watching this movie, i came to know that Jim is just a narrator and even though he has a character in this movie, he come only in starting scenes and at end only. I felt , ok , why should i watch it. But when the movie went on it was fun, the small boy named Simon Birch, and his friend Joe Wentworth,. It was full of comedy and little tragedy in the starting but and end,. oh no ,. oh no.., i was watching this movie alone in my room that night,. I hate to say this ,...... i cried and the water came from my eyes couldnt be stopped for atleast for 10 mins,.. then i felt really bad and went to sleep.

Bridge to Terabithia
What can i tell you,. an other tragedy .., real serious movie.. well i can speak abt this movie., I felt more myself in the boy who is the hero of this movie. Damn, i use to be alone like that., and suddenly a friend, a girl friend comes into his life everything changes ,.. and she leaves.., how could it be,. my words couldnt bring the real picture but i felt like my own girl friend died and i was crying ..,

A Walk to Remember
Well another movie,. attracted by its poster actually i watched this movie,. a death in the beginning,. oh no is it like 'Saw' or 'Final destination' , i dont like those movies, should i watch this..., this was the Question on my mind,.... movie went fine,.. fine,.. happy.., happy..., excited.., sorrow..., terrible sorrow,... death..., i should have watched 'Saw' or 'FD' .., And its a love story.., sad love story.

My point is why even imaginary stuffs too aren't good ?.., First things are new, and then it becomes familiar and finally it lasts no longer .. why why why.., Why shouldn't Simon be alive, why not Lesli , and why not Jimmy.., ... tell me a answer if u find.