My thirst for learning English (warning : not for minors, this post contains explicit words)

(First i thought i should not post anything in tamil, but inspired by pravunplugged blog to use some tamil words in middle)
So here we go, It was my first day to SSN college, since my diploma college was very strict and there was no girls in my class in diploma, SSN was totally a new planet for me, and i was an alien. Second day it started, Ragging, I never expected this would happen to me (why me, im a lateral entry direct 2nd yr) but unfortunately it happened. I was called by one of a senior to back seat in the bus. (Konjam bayama than irundhudhu, but nanum bayapadatha mathirye moonja vachikittu ponen). First question "will u watch adult movie ? " (enna koduma saravanan, oru pachha mannu kitta kekara kelviya ithu) i was shocked. I said no (believe me, i was so innocent then, if a glamorous song comes in TV, then ill switch it off). They didn't believe me, and second question was still worse (sorry i cant tell you what it was, it was very worse). They asked to put mark for girls in the bus (nalla than irundhuthu, but i was innocent then), i didnt ( anna venam plzz, this is what i repeated to them). They made fun of me, even 2nd year students started making fun of me. They called a girl in my bus (she belongs to my class), senior asked me to speak to her, give her a intro. (seriousa yenakku romba shya irundhudhu, mudiyala) She began give intro, but i never spoke a word to her, everyone compelled me to speak to her, but i didn't speak at all.
Now struck a sward in my heart, that girl asked to senior (inna pazhama ivan)meaning "is this boy a baby ?". (Adippavi mavley, podi ,....., appdinu thittanumnu thaan irundhudhu, but naan romba decentu). Then i decided , i should not be so dumb, and i should come out of my complex. I was very good in taking seminar in my diploma( i had won 2nd and 3rd prizes in diploma state level sypos) but while it comes to speaking with people, it was hard for me.
Then i decided intha Vijay Ganesha yeppidi sarithirathil idam pidikkavaipadhu yeppadinu, then i started to read some books in english (but i really cant sit infront of a book for a long time). Then my friend Ramani , he adviced me to watch a English movie. ( Naanum english kathukkanumdra aarvathula poi antha padatha paakalamnu hostel ponen) . But do you know what was the movie ? " American Pie (Marriage)", (Nambunga, antha padam yeppidi irukkumnu munnala yenakku theriyathu, buttu nallathaan irundhudhu) yennada onuumey puriyalanu naan kekka, dialogada mukkiyam, padthapparudannu avan solla , aiyogo the ammbhi(innocent) lived in me dead on that day. I learned some words from that movie (Fucker, nut breaker, ass hole, boobs, dick, ippadi sila mangalagaramana varthaila thaan yennoda english communication aaramichuchi).

Then i watched lot of english movies (good english movies like happy feet, road to el dorado, ant bully, finding nemo,.......... so on) also watched rest of parts that came in American pie. Then i listened to a hell of english songs (i used to listen to lot of english songs from my 8th itself, but after coming to SSN, i started to recite lyrics of songs, and even wrote some songs on my own). Ippidi pala prechanaigalukku appuram thaan naan english konjamachum fluenta pesa kathukitten.

What to do, if we have to gain something its obvious that we have to lose some other thing (Andavan oru kathavai moodinaalum, innoru kathavai thirappannu sariya thanya sonnaru salamon pappaiya)...................,