I came into this college with lot of expectations, joined this college with a good score, but things didn't go well after joining the college. Because i was dependent on teacher for studies till my diploma, yeah i was comforted by spoon feeding till i joined engineering. But college life was totally different and i didn't like it from the beginning,. All i was learning for the past 3yrs is nothing but what world really is, i was learning people. But education always been a one day match that takes place before the exam. Yeah i'm a guy who takes the book only in the study holidays and studies well only at the night before exam. Managed to score some average marks and also got placed in a off-campus in TCS. But now planing to do higher studies, and since now i'm in final its quite obvious why i am looking back.
I gained a lot of friends, some friendship that still lasts and i guess will last for long, and some broke up. Had a lot of time to fool around and i was fooling around, the only thing that i didn't involve myself in the past years were smoking, driking, flirting, except these I've done everything what a college guy would do, class room sleeps,one small crush, gang fights, lab malpractices, hanging out with friends etc etc.
I never liked my college in the past, because i always had the thought that if i would have continued in Sai Ram college of Engineering where i did my diploma, i would have been a topper and scored more marks. I learned a lot of other things in SSN college. But the reality was that i was on my own in SSN, never depended on staff's teaching, because its boring. But all I feel now is that, I've became what they call it as "Institutionalized", SSN college, "I tell you, these walls are funny, First you hate them, then you get used to them, and enough time passes.. you get so you depend on them" and thats "Institutionalized".
"They send you here for life,
and thats exactly what it takes,..
part that counts anyway"
There's not a day goes by I feel regret for wasting all the time i had, but then i realized i never wasted my time, i just used them in learning what life is other than just utilizing the time on only studies. I look back on the way I was then, a young stupid kid before joining college without knowing anything but only studies. After joining college studies became just a part time thing to do. UT and strict internals are the reasons which made me touch my books in the weekdays of my college. But now in this final year i really feel that i am gonna miss something, never imagined that i would say this, but yes i am gonna miss "SSN". Well if i score a good mark in TANCET, there is a possibility of joining SSN again for my MBA, but the chances for that too appear little diminished because i'm not that good at entrance exams. I've been in SSN for 3 years, three years where i learned what the world is, and i am an institutional man now,. In here i am a guy who has friends who will be with me in all my problems, but outside ? i don't even wanna imagine. I am sure gonna miss them all. Outside world is going to be so terrific and i even don't have a clue where to begin. The only happy thing is that i still have 2yrs to do my MBA before getting into the material world where i have to work hard, fake smiles in front of boss for all his stupid jokes, promotions,. head spinning. SSN college had become an important part of my life, i've been sent here to learn and i've learned a lot of lessons here. And since i should finish this post with a fine finishing sentence, here comes the water sliding in my eyes,.... "I love SSN" :)
And here is where the real fun begins, Well i really have a western fever like many people. And particularly the thinks i like about the western culture is their coolest accent and the different music genre they have. And in that Dj nite i was totally excited, with all the songs being played and friends near dancing, it brought the real Vj to the party. Well to be frank i don't know to dance, i just do dance only at Saturday nights locking my room with some rock song played and that too when my dad is not at home. And my dance would be crazy,. since my friends were forcing to move my butt, and watching them i became still excited and was doing some crazy steps in that Dj nite. I went totally saturated, jumping, swinging, singing (well my favorite Akon tracks were played there) and totally was dancing my ass off, and since this is my final year i wanted to have the full fun so i was doing some crazy moves. But the Dj was playing worst, usually Dj would scratch discs, thats why we call him Disc Jockey, but that Dj brought Scratched disc i guess, because the songs were discontinuous and were stopping in middle abrupt. Our class Cillu gang with Asif, Harish, Catty, were there, and my friend Ramani, his lil bro, Pagal were all dancing to the fullest and i was very tiered and was dancing like a drunk.., well who cares about it when you have your friends near you and you are at center of attraction. lol,. i never knew i would do that. But everyone has a different person inside and he comes out at occasions. After dancing so unconscious, i couldn't anymore, was so much exhausted and it was the end. And i left the college in my college bus, and my mind was so peaceful after reaching the extreme.
